So I realize that is a dismal way to view things, but today this is how I feel.
First off it is the anniversay of when Scott lost his job in Washington and life turned upside down. Scott has been hired by the North Logan Fire Department BUT we have to live in North Logan in order to work. SO.....we are desperately looking for a house in North Logan to rent because of such short notice, but there aren't ANY. I am not even exagerrating.
Just when you think life can't get worse, believe me it can. Today I lost my job. I don't know where it went, but I can't seem to find it, and according to my boss I won't find it ever again. So for 2 years in a row the "bread winner" of our family has been dealt a serious blow and lost a very important job. Just to answer some of your questions, no I did not do anything wrong, and yes I would admit to it if I did. I believe the words were "this isn't going to work" It wasn't because of lack of dedication to my job, I worked 300 hours in January, and they admited that had nothing to do with it. Apparentaly I just don't fit anymore. Sucks huh? Nothing I can do now. So I think I will just "hang" this weekend and then hit the job circuit again hard. Please don't feel sorry for me, I can't stand anymore. I have been fielding phone calls from my friends at work all afternoon with their sorrow. Just pray for us and our family, heavens knows that is all we have right now is Love and Faith, and yes someday, hopefully later than sooner, we will die.